Tuesday, April 12, 2011
♥ Oh the drama ...
I feel so alone right now ... really alone. I feel guilty about the situation, and I was right to since everyone IS blaming me for what's going on. I won't say that it isn't, because any relationship is a 2-way street ... but tobe blamed entirely for everything? Woooooowwww ...
Do I feel betrayed? Yes ... I've been lied to by the people I love. How am I supposed to believe anything they say again? My gut feel was right ... should never have doubted it. My distrust for people are well founded. If people you love can betray you like that, what more people who aren't even related to you?
My gut feel says to cut ties - and as much as I'd love to follow that, that's pretty hard right now. It's complicated. I want out. I really do. Now if only I can find the courage to take that first step ...
Do I feel betrayed? Yes ... I've been lied to by the people I love. How am I supposed to believe anything they say again? My gut feel was right ... should never have doubted it. My distrust for people are well founded. If people you love can betray you like that, what more people who aren't even related to you?
My gut feel says to cut ties - and as much as I'd love to follow that, that's pretty hard right now. It's complicated. I want out. I really do. Now if only I can find the courage to take that first step ...
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